Hummingbird song

It was a beautiful morning; calm sunshine and cool while still plenty warm enough for a short-sleeve shirt. On mornings like this I would usually ride my bike to work, but on this day I drove my car so that I could take care of an errand before work.

The company where I work started out as a single manufacturing building, but over the years it has become a sprawling campus. There are many buildings and parking lots, but they are downplayed by lots of grassy areas with trees and shrubs and an amazing amount of flowers. The flowers are in full bloom on this day, and everything is green and lush.

I love days like this. Cool, clean air that seems to fill me with energy. Blue sky and birdsong.

I heard a familiar call and stopped for a moment to scan the top of a nearby Eucalyptus tree. Fresno is home to a lot of hummingbirds, but you would never know it just by looking. These little birds keep out of sight at the tops of trees and are rarely seen near the ground. I’ve met people who have lived in Fresno for years and never seen a hummingbird outside of a photo or video.

But my father taught me to appreciate and recognize birdsong, and I’ve learned to recognize the “squeaky-door with high-pitched radio static” call of the local hummingbirds. I hear them everywhere outside. And if I take a moment and focus on the hummingbird’s call I can actually find him – right there! He’s sitting on a small branch at the top of the Eucalyptus tree, singing his little heart out to a potential girlfriend. I silently wish him luck and move on.

It sounds like a beautiful spring morning doesn’t it? Perhaps sometime in May or early June?

No. This happened today, November 13th.

This isn’t some sort of “Indian Summer” because the weather here has yet to drop below 45 degrees Fahrenheit at night. Autumn for Fresno usually means the beginning of the rainy season, and we have had our first major rainfall. (I hope it rains a lot more – California is in a drought.) The summer didn’t seem any hotter than usual for Fresno – at least not to me. But it stayed warm longer. It’s been warm enough to go swimming here until the week of Halloween, and today’s weather is just beautiful.

Is this a symptom of climate change? I dunno – I’m not a scientist. I think that Bush buried one of the best tools that we could have used to prove beyond a doubt to the majority of the worst climate change deniers that climate change is real and ongoing. As beautiful as it is this morning, I feel vaguely uneasy at what it might imply.

I hope that Obama’s administration resurrects DSCVR so that we can know if my beautiful day today is natural, or man-made.

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The Christmas War on Thanksgiving - and on all the rest of the Calendar.

Why is it that Christians seem to hate Thanksgiving?

Yes, I'm only half serious here. But come on! The Christmas music has already started on the local radio station, and Christmas lights have already started showing up on scattered homes in our neighborhood. The local Wal-mart and Target stores have their full Christmas displays set up, and have dedicated major floorspace to Christmas decorations while giving only a token to Thanksgiving.

The stores that do advertise Thanksgiving do so as an afterthought, tucked away in a corner as if they're ashamed. In stores I've already heard the Muzak versions of "God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen" and "Hark! The Herald Angels Sing". I did sort of enjoy the hard rock version of "O Holy Night" on the radio - but only because I imagined it as a concert by Metallica.

Every year Christmas comes a little earlier.

It is like a war movie, "The Holiday that Conquered the Calendar!" Hanukkah and the Winter Solstice are occupied territory. Christmas then unleashed a barrage and Thanksgiving fell, in flames. Light cavalry with focused air support easily took Veterans Day afterward. Our only hope now is Halloween - it's a strong holiday and is usually able to go toe-to-toe with Christmas.

But the 'War on Holidays that are Not Christmas' has even come to Halloween. Over the last few decades Christians have been holding "Harvest Parties" at their churches, forbidding the wearing of traditional costumes, and even creating Christian hellfire and brimstone morality plays disguised as haunted house wannabes.

Halloween's bunkers are holding, but they're under heavy fire!


As a disclaimer, I'll freely admit that I do enjoy Christmas - I've said that before. But Thanksgiving used to be one of my favorite holidays - and now it's flying a foreign flag.

So this year I'm going to wish people "Happy Thanksgiving" all the way through Christmas. I think Thanksgiving deserves to regain some of the time that's been stolen away from it, and maybe by advancing it deeply behind the Christmas front lines the traditional Turkey Day can regain some of its former prestige.

You should consider doing the same thing. If we don't help the other holidays regain captured calendar days then some day in the future there will only be Christmas. Rise up! Wish everyone a "Happy Thanksgiving!" this year.

And if some Christmas trooper questions your battle cry, ask them - "Why do you hate Thanksgiving?"

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Michael Crichton Oct. 23 1942 - Nov. 4, 2008

Michael Crichton died on election day due to cancer.

I've read (and in some cases own) several of Crichton's books, including "The Andromeda Strain", "Congo", "Sphere", "Jurassic Park", "The Lost World", "Prey", and "State of Fear".

Crichton's books have always been a sort of scientific "morality play" that he used to show what might go wrong when humans fail to keep a watchful, respectful eye on the way we interact with nature. I support this sort of advice. Scientific discoveries and our human impulse to control our environment can be much like Djinn.  Uncorking a Genie from a bottle often results in unexpected consequences.  Failure to watch for potential side effects can be detrimental or even deadly.

This is good advice, and it is advice that Science Fiction writers have traditionally given since the Golden Age of Science Fiction. 

It is too bad that Crichton failed to follow that advice in his book "State of Fear".

Instead of showing Global Warming to be a consequence of humankind's impact on nature, Crichton completely reversed his normal book writing formula to invent a scenario where all the consequences (storms, floods, arctic ice melting, and tsunamis) are created by a shadowy "eco-terrorist" group for poorly explored motives.

Because of his reversed formula, and because of pages full of supporting charts and graphs, Crichton's literary style suffered.  The book failed to become fish or fowl - it wanted to be a Science Fiction thriller while keeping the trappings of a non-fiction book that explored global warming from Crichton's point of view.

Whether or not Crichton's evidence against global warming is valid is beside the point to me.  What is the point is that he took a hypocritical view that all other interactions between humans and nature should be carefully monitored against unintended consequences, while the possiblility of Global Warming gets a free pass.

I'll miss Crichton's writing, for Andromeda Strain and Jurassic Park.  I won't miss him for "State of Fear", because it was not up to the quality that he was capable of producing.

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"It's the deep breath before the plunge"

Because of the group that I lead, I subscribe to a LOT of religious newsletters. I easily get 30 emails a day from religious conservative groups.

Yesterday there was a final flurry of emails - I got over a hundred.


From the hour the news announced Obama's win, until almost noon today - the email was silenced. It was the calm before the storm.

Now I'm getting a small trickle of email that mostly blames McCain for not playing "dirty" enough in the campaign. Tony Perkins (a James Dobson protege) today said that McCain lost because he took "the high road". A couple of religious groups have started up with a circular firing squad of blame.

But I think that the trend that will emerge is that of American Decency Association Bill Johnson - Johnson has told his followers that (Christians) were "taken to the woodshed" by God". The loss of congressional seats and of the Presidency, the failure of Christian laws and amendments across the USA were all, according to Johnson, the result of God "removing his protection" from America.

This theme seems to be catching on today. Only time will tell if it will dominate. I expect that like-minded people will form a hard-core and well organized opposition to President Obama, and will continue to work toward their goals.

I also think that yesterday signals the start of a schism between fundamentalist Republicans and "old school" Republicans. The Republican party was hijacked. Their original goals of a smaller government, lower spending, lower taxes, and the encouragement of capitalism were replaced with a bloated government, increased spending, and a business model which rewarded big business and rescued them from their failures while at the same time forcing small businesses to dry up and go under.

Some Republicans remember what it meant to be Republican, and they want their party back.


Speaking as a Democrat, as an ex-Republican, I'm also wary.

I'll be watching Obama closely, "with 'bated breath", and hoping against all odds that he doesn't mess up. He made me care again. He made me hope. If he screws that up I'll be more than disappointed. I don't want to see another Jimmy Carter Democrat in office.

Obama, you made me respect you, trust you, and love you. You made me proud again - don't screw it up. If you break my heart I will kick you to the curb.

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Proposition 8 passed, same sex marriage is unlawful. Now what?

I've said before that I think same-sex marriage in the United States is inevitable.

It's going to happen. Get used to the idea now.

It will happen because the children of today are more accepting of the LGBT community than my generation, or of my father's generation. The older generations are fading away, and today's youth are taking over.


On March 7th of 2000, California Proposition 22 modified California's civil code to limit marriage to a man and a woman. That proposition passed 61.4% to 38.6%. That 61.4% was touted by Christian conservatives over and over again in the following years as a "Clear indication of the will of all Californians."

Proposition 8 today looks like it will pass 52% to 48%. That "clear indication" has dropped 10 points in 8 years. I believe this trend will continue.

And while it is much harder to overturn a constitutional amendment in California than it is to enact one - I do believe that there will come a time when this blot of hate will be removed from the state constitution.


It has been brought to my attention that the passage of Proposition 8 may be the best thing to happen to same-sex marriage. If Proposition 8 had failed, religious conservatives would have recreated it again and again for each election cycle. It would have been remade with more subtle wording - designed to worm it's way into law while remaining beneath our notice.

If we must legislate hate, if we must remove rights, it is better that we do it openly. It is better that we recognize that this is done out of purely religious motivation and that it is based upon an inflexible "moral" code that equates homosexuality with murder, deceit and malice. Let us all see that the Christian religion calls homosexuals, "senseless, faithless, heartless," and "ruthless" who are "wicked, evil, greedy," and "depraved".

It is this same religious morality that says in no uncertain terms that homosexuals, and those who support them, are worthy of nothing more than death itself. (Romans 1:18-32)


It is good to bring this hate out in the open so we can examine it under bright lights with high magnification. We have states in conflict - a marriage certificate in one state is worthless in another. This violates the Equal Protection clause of the 14th Amendment to the United States Constitution and it must be addressed at a Federal level.


And I believe that in time, and with effort, equality will prevail. I believe that because last night I watched equality prevail in an historic election. I believe that equality will prevail because members of the LGBT community have come "out of the closet", so that more and more Americans recognize that they know, or are related to someone who is gay. I believe that equality will prevail because while it is easy to hate a faceless, nameless "evil", it is much harder to hate a kind aunt, or a loving son, or a friendly neighbor. I believe that equality will eventually prevail because even now, even under Proposition 8, same-sex couples are allowed to have and to raise children in a loving home - and those children will influence other children, and they will all grow up and vote their conscious out of love and knowledge.

The one thing that the Protectmarriage.com people have said that they fear the most - that same-sex marriage will be taught to children in class - has already come to pass. Your children ARE being taught to be more accepting - they are being taught by their classmates and peers.

My grandparent's generation has faded away. Soon my parent's generation will follow, and then my generation - the last of the Baby Boomers - will also fade. The future of LGBT equality lies inevitably with the generations that follow me.

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In honor of the passing of Proposition 8

In honor of the passing of California Proposition 8, I’ve asked former Vice President, Alexander H. Stephens to give a speech of congratulations for the failure of same-sex marriage in California. Here is some of what Mr. Stephens had to say:
Our new laws are founded upon exactly the opposite idea; their foundations are laid, their cornerstone rests, upon the great truth that homosexuals are not equal to heterosexuals; that inequality – subordination to our superior morals – is the natural and normal condition for gay people. And now, for the first time in California’s history, laws are based upon this great physical, philosophical and moral truth. This truth has been slow in the process of its development, like all other truths in the various departments of science. It has been so even amongst us. Many who hear me, perhaps, can recollect well, that this truth was not generally admitted, even within their day. The errors of the past generation still clung to many as late as twenty years ago. Those at the North, who still cling to these errors, with a zeal above knowledge, we justly denominate fanatics.

All fanaticism springs from an aberration of the mind—from a defect in reasoning. It is a species of insanity. One of the most striking characteristics of insanity, in many instances, is forming correct conclusions from fancied or erroneous premises; so with the pro-homosexual fanatics. Their conclusions are right if their premises were. They assume that gay people are equal, and hence conclude that they are entitled to equal privileges and rights with heterosexual people. If their premises were correct, their conclusions would be logical and just—but their premise being wrong, their whole argument fails.

I recollect once of having heard a gentleman from one of the northern States, of great power and ability, announce in the House of Representatives, with imposing effect, that we of California would be compelled, ultimately, to yield upon this subject of homosexuality, that it was as impossible to war successfully against a principle in politics, as it was in physics or mechanics. That the principle would ultimately prevail. That we, in maintaining that homosexuality is a sin, were warring against a principle, a principle founded in nature, the principle of the equality of men. The reply I made to him was, that upon his own grounds, we should, ultimately, succeed, and that he and his associates, in this crusade against our institutions, would ultimately fail. The truth announced, that it was as impossible to war successfully against a principle in politics as it was in physics and mechanics, I admitted; but told him that it was he, and those acting with him, who were warring against a principle. They were attempting to make things equal which the Creator had made unequal.

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Election 2008

I voted today.

The polling place was on a residential street, in someone's garage.  Is that something that happens often?

In the past, the polling places around my home have been in the dayroom of apartment complexes, or at the gym of a local school.  This is the first time I've ever voted at someone's house.  It feels weird - like perhaps they'll be counting votes in the kitchen.

But it was a good venue.  A bit chilly 'cause I voted so early.  There was a line, but I didn't wait longer than 10 minutes.  I spent the time reading Twitter reports (and updated my own voting experience to Twitter). 

So, have YOU voted yet?  If not, then you are not allowed to complain about any elected official or policy until the next voting cycle. 

That's the rule!

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Mormons attack same sex marriage in California

Hekebolos, of Firedoglake wrote this wonderful "Vote NO on Prop 8" ad. I'd love to see it on television - but I doubt that will happen.

Still, you can watch it here.

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What a neat Halloween Costume

From the Postsecret website (which I highly recommend if you've never seen it before):

A whole costume made out of the New Testament of the Bible.

Actually this kinda scares me. Bible pages are very thin, and very tough. I got more paper cuts from Bible pages than any other bit of paper.

Better protect those delicate bits!

Oh, the other amusing thing about this is that the original file name for this photo is John15.11.jpg.

Seriously, although this is funny - the relationship isn't that funny. I don't think I could be that mean to a fundamentalist parent.

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